I still think everything is so unbelievable. Yet here I am still looking like idgaf when I know everything will kill me again later. It’s kind of crazy how everything just seemed to attack me one after another. I kind of just need a break and feel nothing for a while. Even for a while, a complete peace with everything would be nice.
I really understand and appreciate that things happen to us to make us stronger, to teach us a lesson, and sometimes bad things happen to good people because they are the ones who can handle it. Not saying that I am a perfect being or even consider myself good, but I like to believe that I try my best to really reflect on myself and keep on trying to work on the things that I am lacking. I feel like I’ve tried really hard to do every little thing as genuine as possible. I try to love and care for everyone as genuine as possible. I like to always hope that there are brighter side to things - that everything happens for a reason - that there’s a rainbow after the rain. But as strong as I may seem be, or as much as I just laugh off a lot of things, I feel really restless. I’m just tired, just really tired.
I don’t know what else life is gonna throw at me. Just gotta appreciate everything, every time. You really just don’t know what to expect in the next second, or how long everything will last.
Remember when I was going crazy before and how everything made sense but not really? And now everything is #irrelevant #peoplegetoverthings #thatslyf
All I can say is we’re one hella weird group of people, AND I LAHHHBEEETTTT! <3 #spacestaff #lacma #spacegangfamz (at Los Angeles County Museum of Art (LACMA))
Sexy in each and every single outfit <3